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Monday, 11 February 2008

I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!

Whatever...

Wednesday, 04 October 2006

i debate too much with my self..when i try to post the entry i shake.. yesterday i cracked.. sum pain.... im an idiot.:(

Monday, 11 September 2006

MY LITTLE FAT GUY DIED ON FRIDAY... everything is dyeing except me.

Monday, 21 August 2006

Currently Listening
Come What(ever) May
By Stone Sour

see related
- SOCIO

I remember now, but I still have my doubts
I think it's gonna be today
Everybody came, but it's just not the same
Why did it have to be today?
Now my chest is tight ? no, I am not all right
It doesn't have to be this way
Why does it have to be this way?

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG,
IT'S LIKE I'M TOO FAR GONE
IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART ? JUST WHEN I STOP, IT STATS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY

Freedom in a cage ? no sun and too much rage
I don't know how much I can take
Push it down inside, but it knows just where I hide
I know that ?normal? is hard to fake
Bleeding into life ? it's like a thousand knives
Are slowly turning me to this
Why does it have to be like this?

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG,
IT'S LIKE I'M TOO FAR GONE
IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART ? JUST WHEN I STOP, IT STATS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY

I lost again, today?

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG,
IT?S LIKE I'M TOO FAR GONE
IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART ? JUST WHEN I STOP, IT STATS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY
LIVING WITH A CURSE, SOMETIMES IT'S EVEN WORSE
IT SLOWLY KILLS ME EVERYDAY
SOMETHING I DESPISE IS GONNA TAKE MY LIFE
I GUESS I'LL TRY AGAIN TODAY
Currently Listening
Come What(ever) May
By Stone Sour

see related
- YOUR GOD

Reveal to me this ugly thing
I must've meddled by your head
It's getting out of hand again
Nobody sees it, but I can

You thought of everything, I bet
But did you think that I might die?
I haven't really smiled, and I don't know how long you know
Something's going to give again, somethings going to give again

I try to fight, but did you listen?
Even though you're gone, I'm never finished
I can never be your God
And I don't even think I want the job, anymore.

Say something, anything to me.
I did believe, but I have doubts
So many reasons to hold on
Conflicting interest is not it

I guess I'm better off in the end
Coz you were always there to blame
I havent' felt so bad, and I don't know how long you know
I can't get away again, I can't get away again..

I try to fight, but did you listen?
Even though you're gone, I'm never finished
I can never be your God
And I don't even think I want the job, anymore. (x2)

What am I supposed to now?
How am I supposed to live now?

All I ever did was try, but the story ends
So I guess I'ma have to die

Where am I supposed to go now?

Go ahead, and go away (x4)
Go away.

What am I supposed to now?
How am I supposed to live now?

All I ever did was try, but the story ends
So I guess I'ma have to die

What am I supposed to now?
How am I supposed to live now?

What am I supposed to Now?
How am I supposed to live Now?

How am I supposed to live?